I miss hearing the words of my old friends. I miss our inside jokes and our long drives to nowhere when we would just end up somewhere. I miss knowing what was going on in their lives, good or bad. I miss being a part of their funny stories and knowing that when something happens, they’ll tell me as soon as possible. I miss your “yeah haha”s and your mom voice and your “ai papi” and your serious face and your ability to fit in right with the guys like i always wanted to do and i miss how i always aspired to impress you. I just wanted to impress you. I miss you guys so much. I dont want everything to go back to how it was, i just want our fiend ships back. I miss friendship.